The Changeling
Keywords: Changeling, The,
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My name is Jerry Madison. I woke up this morning to what I hoped was the first day of my brand new life. It had not been an easy decision to make, but it was one I was hoping would add something that was missing from my life. I am a father of four, an ex-husband, and a man, who was soon to be a complete woman--or at least I hoped that that would happen.
I had always wondered what it really felt like to be a woman, but was trapped within a man's body with no way to find out. I hated my vulnerable penis and my testicles. I hated having to be so macho all the time. I hated the responsibilities of providing for a family who did not understand my gender bias. My ex-wife called me all sorts of names including "queer" and "faggot." But I did not want to be a man having sex with a man, I wanted to be a woman having sex with a man. She could never understand that. Anyway it all came out at the divorce and she got permanent and total custody of the four children. I wasn't even to be allowed to see them without specific permission from the court. All this because of my desire to become a woman.
Then, last week, I read the ad: "Dissatisfied with your gender? Let GenderBenders have your body and we can change you from a man into a woman or from a woman into a man--fully functional in all aspects including the ability to have children naturally--the way nature intended. Totally reversible if not 100% satisfied. Satisfaction is guaranteed or triple your money back! GenderBenders does not use any surgical procedures and is 100% completely safe to the human body. Due to our completely revolutionary methods, you are only 30 days away from the gender you have always wanted, but which was denied to you by nature. The cost is well within the means of the average person and is a bargain for those who are dissatisfied with their gender. Additionally, no payment is due until you are totally happy with your new body."
I answered the ad last week as soon as I read it and now I was on my way to becoming a woman. I was very excited with all the possibilities that this would open up in my life, a life which I found to be unbearable as a male with a cock and balls hanging obscenely between my legs.
When I had talked to the GenderBenders people, they explained that I would have to come to their special "spa" in the mountains for the transformation. While there, I would get a new birth certificate indicating I was female instead of male with a new name, if necessary. Since Jerry could be either male or female, I wasn't figuring on changing it. Per instructions, I had packed no clothing for my stay at the spa. I had been told that since I was changing my gender I would need an entirely new wardrobe and that it was part of the cost of the procedure. Besides sizing could be a problem once the changes were started. So, I basically packed a toothbrush and comb.
At 8:30 that morning a car picked me up to take me to the mountains. It was a good size limousine and I expected to see others picked up along the way, but mile after mile passed without another stop. There was a snack tray and drinks available "on the house" during the trip. The little card said to help myself and to drink as much as my body would take. I munched and I drank as the day passed from morning into afternoon. The brochure had not mentioned the location of the spa, just that it was very private and remote. I had a second drink, a third drink and finally a fourth drink before the road sounds seemed to lull me into a stupor. My eyes grew somewhat heavy and I lolled back into the soft leather seat.
When I awoke, I was laying naked on a queen size bed in a very pleasant room that looked much like any upper class motel room. There was a television on a low dresser at the foot of the bed. A comfortable looking chair sat under a lamp in the corner and there were several occasional chairs scattered around the room . To one side was a curtain that I was sure would reveal a patio with a view and on the other side was a door that I assumed led to a bathroom, which was where I needed to go right now.
I got out of bed and, though I was a bit wobbly on my feet, managed to open the bathroom door and make it to the commode. As I reached down to grab my penis to direct the flow of urine, I noticed that it seemed smaller than it had when I left home. And there were two lumps on my chest that hadn't been there when I had put my shirt on. My breasts were beginning to develop!
When I staggered back into the bedroom, a woman in a nurses uniform was there checking something on a clip board.
"Good morning, Jerry. I'm Charlene and I'm your nurse while you are here. Did you sleep well?"
"Yes. It's morning? I don't even remember getting here."
"Yes. Well, that's the result of those drinks that you had in the car. They are designed to start the procedure but they sometimes have the affect of putting the person to sleep. You were one of our "sleepers" so to speak."
"Where's my clothes?"
"Oh, you won't need them at all while you are here. Only staff are allowed to wear clothing of any kind. All our guests are completely naked. There's really nothing to hide. We were all either male or female and got changed, so the human body is no mystery to any of us. You get your new wardrobe the day you are ready to leave us and rejoin society in your new gender."
"You mean...."
"Yes, two months ago, I was a male nurse working in a hospital. Now, I work here."
"But you're.."
Good looking? Fully formed as a woman? Yes, I am. And, if I am not mistaken, that is what you are here for, isn't it?"
"Yes."
"Good. Now, there are a few things you need to know about now that you are awake. First, the dining room is down the hallway to the left. You can't miss it. They start serving breakfast in about an hour. Next, you will have classes and psychological sessions each morning until noon. You have to attend all of these sessions. The afternoon classes will concentrate on those things you need to learn to survive in your new gender. In your case, you will be shown how to use make-up, how to dress yourself, and the proper way a lady eats and drinks in public. Of course, there will be other classes, but you'll find out about them as they are scheduled and you are ready for them. These classes will last until about 3 PM. After that you will have free time to read, watch television, or partake of any numerous outdoor activities. Of course everything will be geared towards how you will do them as a fully functional woman. Now, since you ar already awake for the morning, I suggest you start reading some of these pamphlets. They will answer all your questions much better than I can ever hope to answer them. Oh, you must drink as much fluid as your body can hold. There is a refrigerator fully stocked with this fluid over there near the outside door. They have a sedative mixed in with all the gender changing drugs. Remember that it takes a lot of fluid for these gender changes to be made and the more you drink the less painful and the quicker it will be."
"I don't hurt at all."
"That's because you drank as much as you did on your way here. Now, I have another guest that I have to check on down the hall. If you need anything, there are two pulls near your bed, near your chair, and in the bathroom. The blue one is for routine stuff. The red one is to be pulled only in emergencies such as severe pain or a fall while you are in your room. Please do not forget which is which. " With that she bustled out of the room with her hips swaying.
My cock, or what was left of it, started to stiffen and it caused immediate pain. I put the nurse out of my mind and as my cock softened the pain lessened. I reached into the refrigerator and took out a drink. I set it down on the table next to my comfortable chair and picked up one of the pamphlets. This one was entitled "You and Your New Gender: What to Expect." As I read, I sipped my drink and waited for the breakfast bell to ring. I hadn't up to that point realized just how hungry I was.
When I got to the dining room, I fond that each patient had his or her own tray with their new name on it. Since I was keeping Jerry, I had no trouble finding my tray. Above the trays was a large sign that read "Clients are NOT allowed to share food. Eat ONLY what is on your OWN tray. this is for your own protection."
I was glad to see that I had a good size portion on my plate since I have always been a healthy eater. I am only about 5'7" tall and, despite having a large appetite, weigh in at about 135 pounds. I was wondering how much of a diet I would have to go on once my body had finished being transformed into a female.
After breakfast, I had my first session with Pauline who was to be my personal psychologist for my stay at GenderBenders. Pauline, until about a year ago, had been a man named Paul until she had made the decision to become what she was today, a very good looking woman. As a graduate, so to speak, of the program and considering her specialty, she was asked to stay on with GenderBenders and help others through the transition.
"Well, Jerry, how was your breakfast?"
"Not too bad. There was plenty of food and drink. I was glad of that since I'm such a big eater at home."
"Yes, well, we are going to have to learn how to curb that appetite. Mustn't put too many extra pounds, must we?"
"No" I agreed with a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. "I guess not, but I hope I won't have to go on too strict a diet."
"Diets are not used here. Behavior modification is the way we go. We make you want to lose the weight on your own. Of course, the longer you are here, the smaller your meal portions become until you are the perfect weight for your new body. No let's see...." Pauline reached for a folder on her desk and opened it. "It says here that you were married with children. How do they feel about your decision to become a woman?"
"The ex-wife, with the emphasis on ex-, doesn't approve at all and the courts have ordered me to stay away from the children if I go through with this, what the call, 'crazy scheme.
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Keywords: Changeling, The,