Making of a Porn Queen Ch. 08
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In the month of March Mark was away quite often. Normally he would go on trips for a few days once a month. I knew he went looking for new talent and he went all over the country to find it.
In the month of March he was gone most of the time but only for a day or two before he came back. He went to Miami and Tampa as well as Chicago and New York. He also made several trips up to San Francisco. It wasn't until the end of March when he finally told us what was going on.
Mark sat Helen Maria and I down and said. "I've got a big project I'm going to need all your help on. You probable notice I've been making a lot of trips over the past month. I've been out lining up girls for a set of movies I'll be making. I'll need all three of you to spent two weeks in Arizona, can I count you in?"
I told Mark he could count me in no matter what it was. I knew I could trust him and I would do anything for him. Maria told him much the same seeing she would most likely get paid a healthy chuck of change in the process. Helen told him if Maria and I were in she wasn't going to be left home alone."
Mark seemed quite pleased with us and said. "Great girls now let me tell you what I'm doing. I am making four or five movies in a series about spring break. I know it's been done before but this time there's only going to be T-girls in it. I'm calling it "Spring Break Tranny style.""
We all thought it was a good idea and Mark told us all about it. Seeing Maria was older than most of the girls she would be the hotel manager. It was actually a real big role and she would have to perform in a lot of sex scenes. Maria liked the role.
Of cause Helen and I would fill in as fluffers when we were needed. Mark also told us he liked to have us fill in as extras during the crowd scenes. We would only be stand-ins and we wouldn't have to perform sexually. We may have to loose our tops for a scene or two. Helen and I were okay with this.
After Mark told us about the movie he said. "Maria and Helen would you excuse us I need to talk to Stephie."
I was quite nervous by this, as I was never singled out like this before. Once Maria and Helen were gone Mark came over and sat next to me on the sofa. He took my hand and said. "Honey I need to ask you did Billy do something the night you three went out. I mean did he hurt you?"
Bill did hurt me but not physically. Now I couldn't say he didn't hurt me as that would be a lie and I would never lie to Mark so I said. "He didn't hurt me physically."
"I'll take that to mean he hurt you emotionally. I'm sorry that's the case. I really had hoped you two had worked this out by now but you haven't. I still need you on this project but I need Billy more. So if you two can't work together I think you should stay home."
With out looking Mark in the eye I said, "I really won't have anything to do with him. I've worked on eight different movies since that night and there hasn't been a problem has there."
"No there hasn't but he's been at the office while you were on the set. On this project we'll all be at a hotel together and I'm sure you'll run into each other a few times. Can I count on you two being civil with each other?" Mark asked.
"I will be civil with him that I'll guarantee you." I told him as I felt tears fill my eyes. "I just hope he'll treat me with the same respect." I had hardened myself against Bill rejection but at that instant it had all come back.
Mark pulled me into his arms and said. "Bill said much the same thing. I don't know what happen between you two but just remember. Some times guys say things they don't mean because they think it's what they should say. Other times they do things that scare them and they worry about what other people will think. Whatever the case is here maybe you should give him another chance. He has asked about you almost daily since that night. I really think he cares."
I knew Mark was right but I couldn't get past the feeling Bill rejected me. Mark held me for a minute or so longer. I knew he had a lot of work to do so I said. "If there anything I can help you with just let me know."
"I just need more T-girls to perform otherwise I have everything set." Mark told me as I could see his mind go back to the project.
As I was leaving Mark's study I wondered why Mark didn't ask me to perform. I thought I was good looking enough. And god knows I've been in front of the camera often enough. He and Tracy as well as Maria told me I was a natural when it came to performing in front of the camera.
I had been so occupied with my thoughts I walked right into Maria with out seeing her. "Hey there girl, is everything alright? With Mark I mean." Maria asked when she saw the look on my face.
"Everything's fine. Mark was just worried I would have a problem with Bill at the shoot. I told him I would be civil as long as Bill was." I told her though my mind was still occupied.
Maria took me in her arms and asked, "So what are you looking so worried about?"
I slid my arms around her waist and said. "I'm not worried about anything I was just thinking about something. Can I ask you a question."
"Of cause you can ask anything you want that doesn't mean I'm going to answer." She told me as she released me and sat down at the kitchen table.
I sat next to her and asked, "What's it like being in porn movies?"
"Do you mean what it like being a porn star? It's really not that much different than any other person. I go to work I act then I come home. You know all this so what are you really asking me?"
I could feel a blush come to my face before I asked, "Are you ever recognized on the street. And does having sex on camera feel the same as it does off camera?"
"As for being recognized it only happen twice that I can remember. But that's mostly because guys that watch my kind of movies don't admit it. Tracy and Mark get recognized more often. As for the sex it isn't as fulfilling. You have to remember you're there to make the movie not for the pleasure. Sometimes the person your with makes it fun and you have a good time. More often than not it just a job." Maria told me then she asked. "What brings this up? Did Mark ask you to be in his movie as a performer, not just an extra?"
"No he hasn't asked me to perform." I told her and I'm sure she could hear the disappointment in my voice.
Maria took my hand and said in a caring voice, "I'm not surprised. Mark would never ask a non-actor to perform. He doesn't want to be seen as a panderer. Are you considering getting into acting?"
I know I could feel my face blush even deeper as I said. "I've thought about it but I didn't think Mark would want me. I thought I wasn't pretty enough."
"Your pretty enough that's for sure and I know the camera loves you. But making home movies with people that care for you is not what making movies for a living is about." Maria took both my hands in her and said. "Honey think about this carefully. It can be a lot of fun but mostly its just work." I'm not sure if Maria was going to continue but she was called to Mark's study so they could go over her part.
I did think about it. For the next week and a half I thought about nothing else. I knew what it was like having sex with a camera in my face. That was something I was quite use to by this time. The only difference would be the fact I would be doing it with people I didn't care about and not to mention all the people who would be watching.
There was something in me that said I had to do it. I had to do it just once, just so I know what its like. I really wanted to see if I could do it. I think it was more curiosity than anything else.
Even though I had convinced myself I wanted to be in a movie I never got the chance to talk to Mark about it. The time never seemed right and he always seemed really busy.
Mark rented an SUV for the drive to Yuma Arizona where he had rented a hotel for the shoot. He knew it was bigger than either his or Tracy's car and the SUV had plenty of room for the five of us plus our baggage.
He also rented a truck to bring down all of the equipment they would need for the actual shooting. It also carried the costumes and the props. Bill's editing equipment was also in the truck.
Two cameramen plus two soundmen and three electricians drove down with us in another Van. The van also carried Patty the wardroom girl Sammie Weight and Laurel Adams. Of cause Bill was in the van to.
All the rest of the girls that Mark was using would come in a day or two before they were needed. He figured he could get most of the scenes shot in advance and then the girls wouldn't be waiting around getting into trouble.
The hotel he rented was about to undergo major renovations. They were shutting down for a few months so Mark worked a deal to get the use of the place at a steal. The hotel looked kind of ratty at first but it had some charm. Mark said no one would notice the condition, as they would be watching the sex. Mark and Tracy got the best room the hotel had to offer. Maria Helen and I where right next door. We didn't have to stay in the same room but we wanted too, Besides we would probable wind up in the same room any way.
Laurel and her boyfriend, who would come down over the weekend, were on the same floor as was Sammie. Sammie didn't have a boyfriend at the time but she figured she wouldn't need one. Most of the crew was on the same floor as well, including Bill.
At dinner that night the five of us sat down together. Seeing our table was set for six that left one empty chair right next to me. I had thought we would be alone but then the thing I dreaded most happen. Bill asked if he could join us.
The meal we shared was enjoyable and the conversation was humorous. Mark told stories about movies he made and all the things that went wrong with them. He had us laughing so hard that I didn't mind when Bill touched my hand accidentally.
After dinner Helen Maria and I went for a walk. It was really beautiful out side.
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