My Wife My Partner Ch. 07
Keywords: Partner, My, Ch., Wife, My, 07,
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I still remember that night and coming back home and crying my eyes out way into the early morning hours. I remember being by myself and wishing my wife was there with me. I needed her there that night for her comfort and maybe a little guidance.
Instead. She was out on a date with her boyfriend, Mark! Yes. I was upset with her, even with the long talk we had about our love. I knew things wouldn't be the same any longer. It was inevitable to what direction our lives were going at that moment.
Yes. I could change the coarse. Did I? I look back at that night and now wonder if my anger got the best of me. I remember Tammy coming home early the next morning. I remember hearing her crying on the front room sofa.
I remember going to see what was wrong. My thoughts were that maybe she had an argument with Mark? I had suddenly forgot about my own situation. My life! I was worried about what was wrong with my wife!
I remember walking up to Tammy and seeing how upset she was and remembered leaning over and touching her shoulder. I remember how Tammy had suddenly risen up and quickly gave me a hug and started to sob loudly.
I sat on the edge of that sofa that night with my arms around my wife figuring she had just broken up with Mark. Tammy had cried for almost five minutes until she finally muttered a few words between sniffling and clearing her eyes.
I remember what she said. "It's Mark! I don't know what I'm I going to do?"
I remember rubbing her back and holding her as tight as I could and waited for her to tell me the whole story. I wanted to know what went wrong with their relationship? Did he treat her badly? She didn't look abused so I wasn't worried that she was physically hurt.
I remember saying. "There. There. It'll be all right now. Your home now and we are together now. Nobody is going to hurt you."
I had waited several more minutes until Tammy finally wiped her eyes and I kissed her forehead and held her chin with my hand and she kissed me. We kissed again until we were locked passionately mingling out tongues together.
We finally stopped kissing and I remember Tammy clearing her throat and sniffing as she rubbed the back of my head before she spoke. I remember what she said as clearly as if it were today.
"I'm so happy and glad that your going to be here for me while Mark is gone! He's been called up to go to Iraq for maybe up to a year! He promised me he would come back to me safe and sound!"
My heart sank that night when I looked into my wife's eyes and saw the love and compassion she had for Mark and it finally hit me how much she was in love with him. I knew at that moment our marriage was over the way it had been for so long.
Yes. I felt compassion for my wife as I continued to hold her tight and listed to her as she went on and explained everything into more detail.
I listened as she told me he had gotten a registered letter and because he was in the active reserves and the army needed all the soldiers they could get that they were telling him he had to go back. Maybe for up to a year!
I had forgot about everything I was so upset about and turned all my attention onto Tammy at that moment. I remember going to bed that night as we snuggled under the covers. Tammy had fallen asleep with her arm around me for comfort that night.
The week was a mess and I remember how much Tammy walked around the house so depressed that week. Mark was calling her every hour or making arrangements to meeting her for dinner each night and I'm sure there was more!
The following Friday, I had gone along with her to the airport to say goodbye to Mark. I remember watching them hold each other while I stood from a distance and watching them kiss for the last time as Mark walked down the long hallway that would take him to his plane.
I remembered how Tammy and I stood near a window and watched the plane take off into the air and waited until it was completely out of our sight before we walked back to the car. Tammy didn't say one word as we walked back to the car and drove back home.
I drove and all I can remember was Tammy holding her head down and playing with her fingers and that's when I noticed the ring for the first time. She was wearing a large diamond ring on her left hand where our wedding band should have been.
I felt my heart skip a beat as I choked up but didn't say anything as I drove the car. We got home that night and I remembered making dinner for us but Tammy didn't have much of an appetite.
Later that night when we were laying in bed, I asked Tammy about the ring. She smiled as she shook her head and replied.
"Mark gave it to me last night. He wanted me to have it before he left for Iraq!"
I swallowed hard before I asked her my next question. I may have caught her at the right moment and a little off guard.
"I guess he wanted you to have that big diamond engagement ring before he left. Didn't he?"
She took her right hand and played with the ring on her finger as she starred at it with a smile on her face and shook her head in agreement to my question.
"Mark said he was going to wait until he returned home but wanted me to have it now."
I was too upset to reply as my eyes began to form puddles under them and I couldn't see out of them and wipe my hand across my eyes. That's when Tammy realized what she was saying to me and how I felt at that moment.
Tammy tried to pull me closer to her as I said, "This means that he proposed to you?"
Now we were both upset for different reasons and I got up from the bed and stormed out, slamming the door behind me. I ran into another bedroom and laid down and cried my eyes out. Tammy hadn't followed me as I would have assumed she would.
I feel asleep with the sun shining in my eyes the next morning and tuned over to find Tammy sleeping on the bed next to me. She was laying on her side facing me with her hands near her chin. I noticed her left ring finger was now bare. She had removed the ring before coming into the room to sleep next to me.
Tammy's eyes opened and she looked at me and smiled and gave me a big hug. We lay there for a few minutes just starring at each other and I finally took hold of her hand and said.
"Tammy. Why did you take Mark's ring off last night? I want you to go put it on."
"Jenny. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just wasn't thinking last night."
I wanted to be more firm with her as I replied. "I want you to put it on and don't even think about taking it off again. Do you understand?"
Tammy didn't respond but only tilted her head down and starred at my gown as I got out of bed and went out to fix coffee. A few minutes later, Tammy walked into the kitchen and I poured us both a cup of coffee and noticed that she was wearing the ring again.
It meant everything to me at that moment. It told me where her heart was at and where our relationship had gone. That was the morning I had made my decision!
That was eleven months ago! I don't know where to start with everything that had taken place over that period of time. Yes. Tammy and I were still legally married.
I had been taking hormones that whole time now and my body was significantly changing. Into my ninth month I had made another decision to have a breast augmentation. I was now a well developing woman with a bust size of thirty-eight and a cup size of a C now.
My hair was much longer now and I could wear it the way I wanted now without the help of a wig. My skin had gotten softer and I had no problem at all passing for a woman on the street. There was only one thing on my anatomy that kept me from passing as a real woman now.
Yes, My penis! It had become useless for me now. I was one of those transsexuals where the use of my penis was affected by the hormones I was taking. Yes. It got smaller and I could no longer attain an erection.
Yes. I masturbated but when Tammy was gone away from the house but I couldn't get hard any longer and could only orgasm in a small amount from what I was able to do several months ago.
I was seeing my doctor on a weekly basis and we talked about having the surgery on each visit. I never spoke to Tammy about my plans or even hinted to what we talked about at his office.
My relationship changed with Tammy as each month passed. Mark was only able to call her twice since he had been in Iraq but the communicated by email on a weekly basis. Tammy had surprised me last week when she asked me to pose in a picture with her so she could send it to Mark.
I remember getting dressed and sitting on the edge of the bed with Tammy and setting the camera to automatically snap the picture. Tammy had than asked me to take a couple of her on the bed in her nightie. I didn't mind but saw a look on her face and knew exactly what she would like me to do for her.
She wanted to send a sexy nude shot of herself to Mark so we took several and printed them out and mailed them to Mark. Tammy had told me this morning that Mark had got them and thanked me for taking them for her.
That's when we sat down together and made our plans to see an attorney together. We were going to get a divorce! It seemed so sad but on the other hand, we were agreeable to make it fast and uncontested. Tammy and I would still be living together and nothing would change as far as our love for one another. We would love each other but only in a different way. Tammy said she wanted us to remain close, as if we were sisters and made an agreement to that fact.
Tammy drove to the real estate office this morning and I planned to do something I should have done months ago but was holding off. I cleaned out my closet of all my male clothes and put them in boxes to be taken down and donated to a church.
I took my female clothes and started moving everything into the other bedroom and it took me way into the afternoon to finish. When I was done, Tammy's closet was half empty. Everything that was left was her stuff except for a pair of shoes and pants that belonged to Mark.
Tammy cried when she returned home and saw what I had done.
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